Why do I feel like I am not living up to my potential? Not satisfied with where I am. I could be more. I should be more. But I am not. Am I over? Have I reached my peak of potential?
I want to graduate with honors. I don't think I will. I didn't focus on school. Too many other obligations pulling me away from being my best. Story of my life. I can do everything. But everything will not have my best. Spread too thin.
I know God is guiding my steps now more than ever. I wish I knew for sure the right path. More school to be able to provide for Ryan and the kids? Or status quo? Keep on struggling? Keep up the race? Man, I have made so many mistakes.
I wonder where we will live, how we will pay and what HE wants us to do in this world for further His will?
