What does Faith look like? I feel the prompting to break from my current profession. But how do I break without having another option open? When one door closes is there always another one that opens? I don't see it. If I don't see it is it there?
Or is it faith that I follow the prompting and leave without any follow up. Do I step out in faith and follow his prompting without knowing what's next? How do I pay my mortgage, bills, and provide for my family? He will provide, I know. I know. But, logically do I really step away and just leave? Without any back up plan? Without any security? What do I do?
What does Faith look like? I know He will provide. But I can't help but fear I could be wrong and be making a bad decision for my family. I have failed at so much in life already. I can't fail again and expose my family to any pain or trial.
How do I know? Who am I?
God is good. All the time.
Conflicted. I want to follow, but I am scared.
